confessions of a MALDITA







i am llewelyn 19 years old. student nurse from dls-hsc. trying hard cheerleader. senseless blogger. corny joker. ranter at times. backstabber. kidding! haha. ym addict. coffee addict. safe sex is the best policy. a bit of a fashion whore. a bit of a cam whore. somehow liberated. extraordinary, both positively and negatively. sleek sistah. myopic, oh yes i'm almost blind. a woman of mystique. optimistic. loves meeting new people. loves smiling. easy to please. SELF-proclaimed queen of the hive, leader of the pack and the cherry on top of the sundae. can be one of most loyal of friends or the most faithful of lovers. can be the other way around. john mayer to jack johnson. imago to paramita. sophie kinsella to dan brown. always craving for dark chocolates. flat tops. kuripotness.brutal movies. red horse beer. orange. not an OA kikay. simple kikay lang dancing is my passion. eloquenceandextroversionare myformidable weapons brown belter. mouse potato. i love tiangges. bread talk petite. i am flexible (literally). maldita.i currently feel my current mood.


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GOD
for giving me another day to live and for making me beautiful hehe

my FAMILY
for making my world brighter

BEXUs, MAREs, LULA, BEYBS, and other FRIENDLY FRIENDS of mine
for making my world crazy

GIPIJONG
siya ang dahilan kung bakit ako nagkablogdrive. thanx for being so damn nice to me.

LEVERIZA'S CANTEEN, HIDDEN CANTEEN and SMOL CANTEEN
for making my stomach feel special

MOTCHI and RAJA
(my pets)

for scaring my visitors,especially my suitors

CD-R KING
(bisidi)

for making me so many copies of images

blogdrive
for your hospitality

Dress Up Games, Glitter Graphics, Cartoon Dolls, Myspace Graphics from dolliecrave.com
for adding up spice in my site

friendster

for wala lang





for making me look hot. hehe


Oct 27, 2006
abstinence

im drunk yesterday. uber. im not gona tell you the exact details of what happened yesterday. kakahiya eh. promise im not gona drink muna.maybe for 40 days and 40 nights. hhahaha. this month pa nga lang ilang beses na ata ako uminom.


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Oct 23, 2006
this is quite true, isn't it?

Before, hinahabol kita pero di mo ako pinapansin. Tapos isang araw nawala ako, hinanap mo ako at tinanong, "Bakit ka nagsawa?" Ngumiti ako, "Hindi ako nagsawa. Natauhan lang." Pwede mo kong lokohin pero wag kang magpapahuli sakin. Pwede mo kong palitan pero siguraduhin mong mas mahal mo siya sakin. Pwede mo kong iwan pero siguraduhin mong kaya mo. Kasi pag ako sobrang nasaktan, wala ka nang babalikan. Ang Boys? Pag trip ka, magpapakilala. Kaibigan kuno hanggang pumorma na. Tapos pag nahulog ka na, ayun, goodbye na dahil sawa na sila. Pero dapat walang iiyak at smile lang tayo. Punyeta, anong silbi ng karma? I fell in love and got hurt but I didn't shed too much tears nor did I ask him to love me again. Instead, I stood up proudly and said, "Ganyan talaga ang magaganda! Hindi bagay sa tanga!" Simple lang para hindi ka masaktan. Kapag minahal ka, mahalin mo din. Kapag ginago ka, gaguhin mo rin. Pero kapag umiyak ka, tanga ka! Ginago ka na nga, iiyakan mo pa? Pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo, wag mo siyang sisihin! Kausapin mo siya ng harap-harapan at sabihin mong, "Ingat, tanga ka pa naman!" Masakit pag iniwan ka ng mahal mo. Pero wag kang magagalit ng husto. Kahit papano may pinagsamahan naman kayo, diba? Kaya for the last time yakapin mo siya at ibulong mo, "Gago, kukulamin kita!" Girls, talo daw tayo sa mga boys? Papayag kayo? Sige, pag niligawan tayo, sagot agad. Pag iniwan tayo? Ok lang. Kapag sinabi nilang, "Uy, ex ko." Alam niyo sagot diyan? "Ay, ambisyoso." If the one you love doesn't love you back, don't get depressed. Just think about it for a while, maybe cry a bit then wipe your tears and say, "Ang weird naman niya. Di siya pumapatol sa magaganda!" You only got one life so live it well., one heart so take good care, one soul so keep it pure. One boyfriend? What a waste! Make it two or more! Sayang ganda natin! Pag sinabi sayo ng mahal mo na ayaw na niya sayo, hayaan mo lang. Wag kang iiyak at magpapakagago! Imbis na iyakan mo siya, ngitian mo lang at sabihin mo ang ganito, "So, pano? Bye na! Naghihintay na ang kapalit mo, NAKAHARANG KA!" Who cares about break-ups? Oo nga, masakit. Makirot sa puso. Pero tandaan mo: a break-up isn't only an end to a relationship. It's also a beginning of a new one and an end to a living hell called "ex".

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boom tarat

im so fcuking happy coz everyone passed. especially my friends who were really tagilid. aba meron palang natitirang kabaitan ang mga prof namin. congrats! cheerz!

***

i really wanna go out and shop. but im too lazy para bumyahe. sana may teleport na lang noh. and im broke nga pala. naubos pera ko kakashop last week. some of my friends and i went to ruins last monday. tapos last friday den i went to makati to visit my sister. we shopped na ren sa glorietta. i wish i have money pa so i can still shop today. or sana someone would invite me to go out na lang and treat me. that's a nicer idea, isn't it?

***

i have chika nga pala to tell you noh. wag na lang. those are too personal to blog. people who were involved might visit my blogsite and baka mayari pako dba.

id like to take this opportunity to greet all my readers (if i have lang noh) a HAPPY HALLOWEEN! awoooooooo! have a safe and happy sembreak, guys.

=P


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Oct 21, 2006
bread talk

im reaaaaaaaally craving for this...............................

 

chocolate chiffon

 

yummy..  will you buy that for me?

 


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Oct 19, 2006
flirt mode

ohhhhhh i have lots of chikas to tell!! but i don't know how to start. hehe. gimme a break. let me clear my thoughts muna, ok? muah...

promise i'll blog tomorrow. ay i have gimick pala tomorrow. sige later na lang. sana lang sipagin ako. in the meantime, i'll go to my boylet's* place and then magtutooooooooooot siguro kami. hmm yummy. :P

just kidding. nood lang movie with his sisters.. kayo talaga oh. tsk

*boylet lang. hindi boyfriend. magkaiba un.


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Oct 17, 2006
It's not the student's fault if he/she fails

(got this from a friend.)

Bakit naman? Sagot nila, "Because the year only
has 365 days."

And when you take these factors/things into
consideration....

1. Sundays - 52 Sundays in a year. Sunday is
rest day. Therefore...

Days left: 313

2. Summer - 50 days of very hot weather. Mahirap
daw mag-aral kapag mainit. At tsaka, di naman
talaga kasama sa school calendar ang summer
dahil vacation period 'yon.

Days left: 263

3. Sleep - Kailangan ng 8 hours araw-araw, hindi
ba? Calculate, this equals to 130 days.

Days left: 141

4. Relaxation - Kailangan mo ng isang oras per
day, sabi nila. Good for health. That means 15
days.

Days left: 126.

5. Pagkain - tatlong meals, snacktime, 2 hours
estimate para doon. Syempre, dapat chew
properly. Bilangin mo, equals to 30 days.

Days left: 96.

6. Chit-Chat - "Man is a social animal". So, sabihin
na nating isang oras per araw kang nakikipang-
chikahan. That means 15 days.

Days left: 81.

7. Exams - per year, mga 35 exam days.

Days left: 46.

8. Festivals/holidays/araw para sa RALLY o MOB -
37 days.

Balance: 9 days.

9. Illness - Nagkakasakit ka rin naman minsan,
hindi ba? Sabihin na nating apat na araw kada
taon.

Remaining days: 5.

10. Organization - Syempre may mga organization
activities pa. So 4 na araw
para dun, sabihin natin.

1 day left.

11. Tapos, that 1 day is your birthday. how can
you study on that day?

Natitirang araw: 0, nill, nada, none


"SO, saan mo isisingit ngayon ang pag-aaral?"

 


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nanamannn

so, here I am again. ending yet another pathetic excuse for a relationship. and it seems one thing is always the same about it. I'm always the one who walks away from it all. away from the person who always said he'd never let me go. Well, once again, I'm walking away... and once again, no one is stopping me.

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Oct 14, 2006
let me love you

you have no idea that it kills me. good thing i don't see you often. and it's been a while since we had a talk. i've been trying too hard to walk away from you. remember the last time we were together? you were holding me as if i was your girlfriend. your caress was all i've been longing for. your scent was delicate enough for my nose that i won't stop breathin' even if i died. but, you made me weak, the weakest of all. i felt a twinge of pain and it almost lasted not until i ever thought of holding another road. this road i took was way out of yours. on my way there, i met so many guys, variety of them. some are assholes, just for fun; some pretended bein nice guys but really wanted was to end up fcuking you unstoppably; some are just committed and just wanted some good fcuk from other bitches around. oh gawd, how i wish infidelity kills right at the moment of spillin' out sperms. anyway, stayin away from you didn't do me any good. i ended up with those terrible guys that had brought me no happiness at all. i admit i had fun, but, still incomplete... i'd rather go back and be with you now, though, i know you'd never love me like i'm lovin' you.

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Oct 13, 2006
friday the 13th

a friend of mine texted me this afternoon telling me that he failed pharmacology.  

oh no.. not again...cry 


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good luck guys =P

whoa! sembreak na! bilis ah. i'd definitely miss these guys. good luck sa compre exam

bsn31

****

last wednesday, after the exam, joyce and i decided to go to her dorm muna bago kami umuwi. on our way there, we were talking about something funny. tapos she smiled at me. i noticed something sa teeth nya, sa may braces nya. something like naputol na goma.

moi: mare, ung goma ng braces mo naputol ata.

joyce: ah talaga.

moi: color red pa, huh.

joyce: ah okay................ HAAAAAA??? COLOR RED???!?!?!?! SHIT!!! UNG HOTDOG!!!!!!!

moi: ay oo nga pala kumain ka ng hotdog kanina!!! hahahahahahaha

joyce: waaaaaaaaaaa

moi: hahahahahahaha

haha! kala ko goma. TINGA pala. haha.corny ba. hehe for me, that was really funny. i almost peed kakatawa. grabe. mamimiss ko talaga un si joyce.

later everybody.. 'chuchurva' muna ako

 


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